Dar dar just got back from genting. I guessed she had fun, but still missed me. Hehe :) Couldn't go with her. Although it's just 3 days 2 nights, the feeling is different from just me not booking out of camp for 2 days. I missed her a lot. She couldn't sms me, call me that often cause it's expensive. 1 sms cost a dollar. Can you imagine! Haven been posting for a long time. I want to go with you darling! Just the both of us. In May shall we? Loves.
You were on my mind @ 5:07 PM
Valentine's day was good, way beyond her expectation. She was surprised i guessed. She did not expect a room in fullerton hotel. Had dinner in room. Food was not that bad. Had flowers delivered to the room. After that, we went to take a walk. A short walk it was, but i saw her smiling to herself along the way. Took picture with cow. Was hungry at night so went to buy mac. Wanted to swim but pool was closed. Night.
Next morning had to drag her out of bed. Had to pull her to ear breakfast. She didn't want to eat, sleep was only in her mind. Ate a little then went back to sleep. Had to check out at noon time. Went to the swimming pool to check it out but did not bring my trunks. Packed up, took a quick shower and went back to my place to get the car. Bought presents at Vivocity together with 1 of her friend. Went blading together. Wanted to laugh at her friend but failed. Her friend can blade. Evening time went down to meet joan and ah qi. Played our couple-poly. Had late dinner at a coffeeshop near joan house. Sent her friend and ah qi back. Put back the car, took cab back. Had a bad bad night. Sorry dar.
You were on my mind @ 4:30 PM
On leave today. Poor shereen, she's been having a fever for few days ready. Was really quite high, Had to sponge her. Pray for her fever to go subside faster... Went on a holiday last month for 2 weeks. It was fun. Whatever i do with my girl is fun. Bought a few things over there, some of the things was much much cheaper than here, but some was expensive. Spent christmas in Las Vegas. It was like a dead town on that day, actually everyday was like a dead town. only when night comes, all the lightings from the hotels brighten up the city and was pack with people. Left for home on new year eve. Hear it was going to be jam pack with thousand of people in the night, but too bad, we left in the afternoon. Oh, the weather there was kinda crazy. It can be like 8 degrees in the morning, but u wont feel cold cos the sun was shining. At night it was cold. Had to wear like 2 - 3 layers of clothing. Darling looked so cute! However there was this day when we had to send the clothers to the laundry, it was super cold, even in the morning it was cold like hell.. Can u imagine how cold it was when it was night time. 4+pm and the sky started to turn dark. When we reach singapore, we heard the flight attendant saying the temperature was 29 degrees. Dar and I went "wa" at the same time. How cute. Sigh, back to work so soon.. Looking forward to our next destination darling.. Loving you every morning.
You were on my mind @ 3:53 PM
Today is the 4th month we are together. Times flies. It only seems like yesterday when I was sick and few days after that was my dear's birthday. We will be going to night safari tonight with Jem and Joanna. They will be celebrating thier 4th year and dunno how many months.
My girlfriend has been great thoughout these 4 months. Endlessly taking care of me. Though sometimes she got angry at me, it's always my fault and yah, she had the right to be angry. I want her to have the happiest period in life with me, so I am gonna make her happy all thoughout the year.
Happy anniversary dar dar!!
Lotsa love from your sick boy. *smooches*
You were on my mind @ 1:23 PM
Your kiss
Your smile
Your mind
Your sunlight in my eyes
I miss
Your breath
On my neck
When we whisper in the night
Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you’ve done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked
I can't fake it
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you
The way I do
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I don't mind the way you are treating me, cause I really think I deserve it. I know it's not easy to forget the past. I'm willing to do whatever to help you forget. Notice I never say anything about the missing thing on your finger? I want you to accept me again, love me again. No matter how long it takes, I will be standing by your side. Let me be your pillar of strength.
You were on my mind @ 11:56 AM
This week as usual, camp and stuff... Took leave on Wed and Thurs and spent it with reen. Tue night went steamboat with jem and joanna at our usual place. Wanted to catch a movie but it was too late already. So to say we spend our anniversary on a double date? Ha! But me and dar dar caught a movie on Thurs. It was my first R21 show and her 'first' official R21 show. Though it did not contain any nude or sex scene. It was just the content, about lesbian. What's wrong with that right? It shouldn't be a R21 show. I think some of the horror movies should be R21 instead. After all, that show was not bad.
To my darling, it was our 2nd month together. Didn't bring her out on that day, made her disappointed. But you liked your pressie. Many more months ahead of us ya? Want you to know that i really appreciate what you did more me that night when I had hypo. Don't know what would happen if it wasn't for you. love you darling, my little gordita.
You were on my mind @ 10:39 AM
This morning she and I went to watch john tucker must die. 1.20am!! So early.. The show was quite funny, about how john tucker went around flirting with girls. 4 girls ganged up to destroy him, and he became somewhat honest. Before that, dar dar and I sat at Mac. Had a game of scrabble. damn I lost to her, was leading at first. I'm gonna have my revenge soon. Grrr..... But I love her still. After watching, I bought home 2 crispy roti prata from The Prata House for supper. It was bedtime after that. Zzzz
You were on my mind @ 12:59 PM
